Just did Xanax for the first time ever and I love it

I have extreme anxiety. Weigh 65kgs. Took 1mg of Xanax tonight with a glass of wine and I feel so chill. I don’t feel any anxiety around me at all. I feel so calm and it’s amazing. I feel relaxed and I feel like I’m walking on clouds. I don’t feel any anxiety that was hitting me before at all. I can’t wait to go to sleep. I hope this isn’t addictive though. Any thoughts on this?<br><br>Edit: Okay guys, this is getting more than expected responses. Thank you so much for your responses - I really appreciate it. I was doing a little research on the side and I read somewhere that dosage should be 0.25mg to 0.5mg for the first time for a 65kg female. I feel very stupid that I took 1mg (I was recommended by a friend to take this but I didn’t do my research - not my friends fault!). Tomorrow, I’m going to take 0.5mg to see how it goes. I’m planning on going to see a doctor as well as I don’t want to purchase it off the streets anymore. Thank you so much guys!