I've come to the realisation

I'm gay and I hate it. I've spent my entire life on this website to then come to the realisation, taking a long look at the content I've been looking at on this website, aswell as other sexual desires and I've come to the conclusion as a 20 year old male that I am gay. I've always been an ironic shitposter and this has shown me that I might actually be gay. I'm fuckin annoyed to be honest.