I hate my life.

EDIT: In retrospect I should probably have posted this in r/confession. I didn't know that existed. If a mod sees this and decides to move it they can.<br><br><br>I'm 28 years old and I'm really just done with it all. Nobody outside my family cares about me except maybe a couple coworkers. I'm a software engineer, so I make good money, but everyone knows money can't buy love or friendship. I've only had one serious gf and that was three years ago. Nobody wanted to date me in high school, nobody wanted to date me in college. I went to a super small high school and there was one other guy who was as socially isolated as I was. I guess he did it first, and now I'm doing it. If I wasn't worried about how my family would feel I would kill myself. I don't see the point of living this shitty empty life anymore, and I don't think things are going to get any better. I've tried for 28 years and here I am, alone in my apartment on a Saturday night with no friends or potential romantic interest. I'm just done.