4 years ago a girl I loved left me because I wasn't confident enough in myself, now she's 3 months pregnant.

So 4 years ago I was dating this girl Rachel. I was 17 and she was 19. Back then I was very overweight and insecure about myself. We had a great relationship for about 8 months straight with no major problems. But I always felt like she wanted me to be more confident, so I could impress her more. I felt like a loser when I was around her, like she wanted to be with a confident/cute guy but instead was with a fat, ugly, insecure guy.<br><br>Then one day I took her on a date to Razzoo's, where she broke up with me. She told me I wasn't confident enough in myself, and she couldn't see a future with me. I was heartbroken. I was about 260 pounds at the time, and realized I needed to lose weight.<br><br>Fast forward 2 years, I got really into running and lost 70 pounds. I'm about 185 pounds now, and still working on getting to around 150-160. I'm happy with my weight now, but still feel really insecure. <br><br>4 years after I lost the weight, she started texting me again. She said hi, and I hadn't talked to her in years so it took me a while to figure out who it was. I was really surprised when I saw her name pop up. She kept messaging me really sweet things, things like "I still think about you sometimes", "You're really cute", "I've always wanted a guy with blue eyes, you have them". I thought she was just bullshitting me, she lives in another state so I knew there was no way she could actually be into me.<br><br>Then a week or so later Rachel messaged me again, saying how she wanted to hang out sometime. I was surprised she actually wanted to hang out so I told her I would love to. We made arrangements for her to come over to my apartment and we would hang out for a week or so. I was really excited, I was gonna get a second chance at winning her heart. <br><br>Then she messaged me saying she was going to be late. She said she was about 3 months pregnant, but her and the guy are broken up. She told me she was going to move to a different city in our state, and she actually didn't have anywhere to live. I offered for her to move in with me, because I actually have a pretty big apartment. She agreed, and she plans to move in with me next week. I'm really excited, but I'm so nervous she'll judge me about my weight. I'm actually attractive now, but I'm still really insecure.<br><br>But I'm glad I get a second chance now, and I'm gonna do anything I can to impress her and make her fall in love with me. I'm gonna eat really good, work out often, and talk to her a lot. I'm just really excited for this second chance.