Am I gay

This is not a serious post question for you, I've got a question for you. So a few years ago I found a really hot girl girl who I could easily get along with, who I could easily talk with, who was actually attracted to me, who was attractive and I was attracted to her. We've not talked for a few years and I could easily get her back into my life. Now for the last 2 years I've been trying to get into the cooker, which I've actually managed to do. But I've come to realise that there are way too many hot boys Anakin right now, you know, and I'm just thinking, why not go over there and get one of them while I'm at it. So it'll be a win-win. Win-win situation for me. I will get a unique experience, I will get a partner and I will get a chance to question my sexuality. But if I turn out to be gay, then that means that I am not an incel anymore. And I don't want to give up my incel status yet. So, should I risk losing my celibacy, my incel status and my freedom to get gay with someone or should I just live a life of loneliness and celibacy forever until I die?