I’m just disliking dating more and more

Is it just me or is dating so annoying? I’m a highschooler in a new school and I get the feeling I’m going to be single for life in this school. At any moment I would have dated anyone who was into me and was relatively ok looking. Now I don’t know man.<br><br>I don’t need to care about dating I guess. I’m 15. But I’m just disliking it more. I don’t know what I like anymore. I’m lazy and I don’t want to brush my hair and go out everyday for people I don’t care about. The girls in my highschool are so fucking picky too.<br><br>Everyday it’s the same. I’m tired everyday and someone wants to ask me out but doesn’t bother to care about me. I’m just tired of it.<br><br>I was so excited to get a girlfriend I was so excited to ask someone out. I’m not excited anymore. I don’t even know if I should bother. Maybe I’ll never ask someone out. I don’t even know.<br><br>Now, I don’t even care if I get a girlfriend. I just want someone who cares about me and who I care about. I don’t need a girlfriend.<br><br>I just want to be friends with people who care about me. I don’t even need a girlfriend. I just need someone to be there for me. I don’t even have that. Who is going to be there for me?<br><br>If I don’t have people there for me then how I am supposed to be there for them? I don’t know how to care about people when I don’t have people to care about me. Maybe I’m just not a caring person.<br><br>I’m not capable of loving. I’m not capable of caring for people.<br><br>I don’t know I’m just really disappointed with people and dating and school and everything. I don’t even know anymore. I just don’t know.