I'm not attracted to other women, but I'm in love with this one.

Hey, I'm in a bit of a weird situation. I've been in love with this girl for a couple years, but I'm physically attracted to men. It's more of a long term love, I don't really get physically attracted to people in general, but if I had to choose, it'd be men. I knew I was bixexual for sure, but it's weird being so in love with a woman. I've had a couple relationships with men in the past, and I know my sexual orientation isn't straight. <br><br>But the thing is, I want to be with her, I think she's amazing. She makes me feel so good, and I can't imagine anyone better for me. She's just my person. I don't know if it's weird being in love with her but also not really sexually attracted to women. I don't know what I am. I never felt romantic love with anyone before, so I'm not sure if this is it. This is my first time loving anyone. <br><br>She's also plus size and I don't know if that makes it weird. Not to stereotype, but I don't really like how people who like plus size people are. I'm not into plus size people, I'm into her. She's just perfect. She could be any size and I'd love her. I don't want to hurt her by not identifying as straight, but I know I'm not. I don't know what to do.