Im about to end my life and leave behind a beautiful wife and my two precious boys.

Sorry for the dramatic title im just a hurt man. I'm disabled and my wife now demands I get a job and says if I don't she will divorce me. My disability checks pay our bills the house and cars are in her name so even if I paid rent she would just kick me out. If I got a job I don't know how much I could work it depends day to day. I've worked many many jobs, even 2 jobs at times, only for them to fire me because I had to take so much time off. I feel such a burden and that I was better off dead. I cry every night while my wife sleeps and can't even bear talking to her as she is selfish and cold. I get a little over 1,000 a month and we have a big house and cars so it pays the bills and hers 60k a year pays for extras.