I’m not sorry

I have been called a baby killer, a satanic witch, a demonic vampire, a degenerate and an evil, disgusting monster. I’ve been called everything under the sun by strangers on the internet. In return I have called those people moronic childbearing vessels. They say it’s not fair that we (the people who are upset) get to have an opinion, because we’re not in a position to have children. I’m not in the position to, it’s not something I want to do. <br><br>I’ve cried, I’ve ranted, I’ve gotten angry and upset at the news in the US. It has literally made me sick. But I will not be called a murderer by people who are happy a woman died so that a baby could be born. If a woman chokes to death on her own vomit during childbirth, it doesn’t matter because she was only a vessel for the baby anyway, right? If a woman dies in childbirth, it doesn’t matter because she was only there for the child; she was only there to carry some man’s cum, to house his baby, to provide him with a spawn so that he could feel validation.<br><br>I just watched a video on YouTube of a woman shouting at someone in pro life. That someone was telling her that she would be a great mother one day. No I won’t. I am not a vessel. I am a person. I am not here to carry a child. I have my own ambitions, my own desires, my own dreams and I’m not going to let any man or any baby take that away from me. <br><br>I am not a vessel. I am not here to carry a child. To assume that all women want to have children is fucking insane. Just because I have a uterus, does not mean that I owe it to anyone to have children. I owe it to no one to carry a child inside of me. I am not a taxicab, a ferry, a carrier, a servant. I am a woman, a person, a witch, a goddess, a person.<br><br>I’ve been called a baby killer by people I don’t even know. Why do you care? Why the fuck do you care? I’m in the UK, my choices do not affect you. Why do you care? I will never be in the position to want or have children, and thank fuck. I don’t want to have a child, I will never want to have a child. But what if I did? What if I wanted to have a child? What if I was raped? What if I was attacked? I don’t want to have kids. Thank fuck.<br><br>I’ve been told to kill myself by people I don’t know, by people on the internet. Do you know how many people you have told to kill themselves? Do you know how many people you’ve hurt? Do you know how many people you’ve killed with your words? I am not going to kill myself because I disagree with you. You don’t know me, I don‘t know you, but I know you are wrong. <br><br>I didn’t cry when I saw the news. I didn’t cry when people were calling me awful things. But now, right now, as I write this, I’m crying. I’m crying because I am a woman and I am hurt. I’m crying because I am a woman and I am angry. I’m crying because I am a woman. I am not a vessel. I am not a baby killer. I am a woman.<br><br>What the FUCK is wrong with this godforsaken planet?!