I’m terrified of dying at 27 because my mom did

My mom died when I was 2 years old in a car crash. She was only 27. She had just gotten back with my dad two weeks before she died and I was told she was finally happy. <br><br>I am 24 years old right now and my dad has really been on my ass about making sure I am doing everything I can to be prepared to die at any minute. I get it, accidents happen, but he really just wants me to be an adult and move out. <br><br>My point is, I’m really scared of dying and really scared of how I am making my life the way it is because of my moms death. I have no idea what my moms life was actually like but I really hope it’s not the same as mine. But I don’t want to change my life and really just want to let nature take its course.