I can't be mad anymore

I am mad since i was 12 years old but suddenly i can't feel anger in my heart anymore. It's like its lost all its zeal. I will keep fighting for Hinduism and Hindus but i cant feel anger like i used to. Anyways there is no point of being mad there is no point of being inteligent. What is sad is how Hindus dont want to be Hindu just to have more freedom. We are in the stage of 10th century in India as of now. Now what our Hindu leaders are doing is to provide divorce on demand. I just don't understand are our leaders dumb? Do they really think women will use this kind of law to divorce their husbands? Only family court judges in India are more dumb then our leaders. They are granting the divorce done because of divorce on demand. I know very well family court judges in India are family conservatives.