My brother has a gf now and it’s making me feel awful and wish I was a man

I am 26 my brother is 23 they met on bumble a few months ago and now they are together. She is very pretty toned and in great shape.... she is also very nice and we have taken her out multiple times, invited her over to our house (where my brother and I live) <br><br>The thing is that this has made me feel awful, my skin is not great and I am very self conscious of it. I am overweight. And I have been feeling awful and starting to wonder if I was born in the wrong body. I don’t want to be a woman because I hate the fact that us women are judged on our looks. And that there is this inherent expectation for us to be petite and pretty.<br><br>I hate the fact that my brother can just go out and not care about his appearance (he doesn’t care about his appearance) and I have to worry about what I’m going to wear, my skin, my hair, my weight... <br><br>It has been making me feel awful, I know it will pass but I’m just venting cause I can’t talk with anyone about this.