I'm a new MGTOW

I have been following and lurking in this sub for the last two months. I've read almost everything I could find. I think that I've finally seen the truth about what I've been through since I was a child and about the real character of women.<br><br>I was brainwashed by society for the last 25 years and I finally woke up. It has literally been two months since I've started questioning everything. <br><br>I'm a 31 years old Greek man, 185 height, 80 kg, decent looking, 8.5/10, naive and a simp. Or at least I was. I've been single for the last 3 years and I had 2 serious relationships and many one night stands and hookups. I was always a nice guy and very polite to women. I thought that this was normal and the right way to behave towards people in general. <br><br>I was in a relationship with a very beautiful woman 6 years ago and I loved her so much. She was a very good looking woman, with a hot body, probably 9/10. I did everything for her, I was paying for all our dates, I was buying her stuff etc. I did everything for her and she did nothing for me. She didn't even want to have sex with me and whenever we had sex, she didn't even care to pleasure me. I was always pleasuring her and I never ever complained. I was blinded by love and I finally lost her. She found a richer, much older man and she left me. I was devastated. <br><br>After that, I've dated a few women and I've been in another relationship. I was still a nice guy and I still did everything for them. They never appreciated me and they never cared about me. I was always second or third in their priorities after their family and friends. One of them even told me once that I'm not better than her male friends. <br><br>I've been in a relationship with a 27yo woman, probably an 8/10 for the last 3 years. She was very beautiful and she had a very good body. We had a lot of great moments together, we travelled a lot, we went to a lot of restaurants and bars, we had great times and a lot of great sex. <br><br>She didn't have a job, she was living with her parents and I helped her financially. I bought her a lot of stuff, including 2 brand new smartphones, about 5 airpods, many pairs of earings, rings, bracelets, a necklace, 2 pairs of airforces, a variety of clothes, a bunch of high end skincare products, a bunch of high end makeup products etc. I also helped her family a lot, with money and with stuff. I helped her father to build their house, I bought them a computer, new beds and mattresses for them and their children, I helped them financially, I helped them with their animals etc. <br><br>She wanted me to marry her, but I didn't want. I've told her that I don't want to marry anyone. She continued to date me. Some days before new years eve, I've told her that we have to break up. She didn't want to, she wanted us to continue our relationship, but I didn't. I've told her that we've grown apart, we don't have anything in common any more and that I'm not happy with her. She didn't listen. She wanted us to continue our relationship and she told me that it's better for us to break up for some days and to get back together after new years eve. <br><br>She had plans with her friends, so she didn't spend new years eve with me. I was alone at home. She called me some days later and she told me that she's not OK with our relationship. She told me that she's not happy and that she thinks that we should break up. I've told her that we should break up. I've asked her to return everything that I've given to her, but she didn't. She didn't want to break up with me, she wanted me to beg her to get back together. <br><br>I've blocked her number, I unfollowed her on social media and I unfriended her on Facebook. She freaked out. <br><br>During the last three years I've noticed a lot of things about her character. She's lazy, she doesn't care about anything, she doesn't respect people, she's selfish, her priority is herself, she doesn't respect my needs, she doesn't care about my happiness, she only cares about herself, she uses people for her benefit etc. <br><br>She doesn't even care about her health. She doesn't take care of her body and she's very unhealthy. She doesn't eat healthy, she drinks very often, she doesn't exercise, she doesn't do anything to take care of her mental and physical health, she doesn't care about her looks any more, she's always complaining about other people and she hates almost everyone. <br><br>She also doesn't care about people. She thinks that she's better than everyone, she thinks that she has the right to do whatever she wants and that she doesn't have any responsibilities. She's very spoiled and she wants everything, but she doesn't want to give anything. She wants to be treated like a princess, like a queen, but she doesn't want to do anything in return. <br><br>She's a very toxic person and I don't miss her. She has a lot of mental diseases and she needs help. I've helped her a lot and I've been very patient with her, but it was for nothing. I finally woke up and I broke up with her. <br><br>I'm glad that I broke up with her. I feel a lot better now. I feel free. I finally realised the truth about our relationship. We didn't have a relationship, we were friends with benefits and I was her wallet. <br><br>She's a very bad person and I don't want her in my life. I don't even want to talk to her. I don't want to see her again. I don't even want to know if she's OK. I finally freed myself from her and I don't want to go back.<br><br>She's been sending me texts and voice messages since January, begging me to get back together with her. She has apologised for everything, she wanted us to go back to the way things were, she said that she wants to marry me, she told me that she loves me, she told me that she can't live without me, she told me that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me etc. <br><br>I've never replied to any of her messages. She knows that I've blocked her number and I've deleted all her messages. I don't want to talk to her, I don't want to hear her voice, I don't want to see her again. <br><br>I've been doing good for the last 3 months. I've been hanging out with my friends, I've been going to restaurants and bars, I've hooked up with 3 women, I've had sex with 2 of them and I've been feeling great. I'm finally free. I'm finally happy. <br><br>I finally woke up and I broke up with the toxic woman of my life.