I knew she was crazy before I dropped the molly...

I used to date a girl for about two weeks before I found out she was mentally unstable. I ended up dropping out the relationship a sixth months ago, You know, before I got sucked in. <br><br>Today, she texted me and said she was coming to my city and asked if I could pick her up from the airport. She said she would be happy to "show her appreciation". I thought about ditching her at the airport, but I decided I'd be better off just showing up and declining the offer. <br><br>I meet her at the airport and she had a small bag with her. I asked her if she had a lot of bags because she said she was staying for a few days. She said she had none. I said weird, but went along with it. <br><br>We got back to my house and I started making us some food. I noticed that she kept pacing back and forth. I asked her what was wrong and if she was okay. She said she felt really agitated, and that she had taken some pcp before her flight. I asked what and she told me that she introduced a little pcp in her weed. I asked why she didn't mention it in the car and she said she didn't want me to leave her at the airport. I told her I wasn't risking my freedom if she flipped out on me. <br><br>I asked her if she needed to smoke some weed so she wouldn't feel paranoid. She said she wanted weed but she didn't want to feel any more paranoid than she already was. I told her the weed would help her feel a lot better. I rolled her a fat blunt and we smoked it together. She was more calm but still looked distraught. I asked her again if she was ok and she said she still felt rocked. I went and got my stash and offered her a molly pill. She said she had never tried one before, but she was willing to take one. <br><br>I told her that she needed to be okay with it and if not, I would absolutely not give it to her. I told her that it was wrong to give drugs to anyone and that she could hate herself or me if she was leaned against her will. She said she was absolutely okay with it and she would never hate me for it. I handed her a molly pill and she took it. <br><br>We looked through my collection of smoke carts and she picked one out. We smoked the cart and waited for the molly to kick in. It was a good choice because she said she felt a lot more relaxed. I rolled another blunt and we smoked it again. She said she felt absolutely phenomenal. I could tell she was a good drug user. <br><br>We went on a car ride and played some music. She asked me what I wanted to listen to and I said I don't care. She started playing some hip-hop music and I told her I hate hip-hop. She said she hate it too and was going to change it. I said she had bad taste but that it was okay. <br><br>I said she would probably like Ed Sheeran and I was right, she loved it. We played it for the rest of the night. We went on a hike and it was a blast. <br><br>**I absolutely loved her.**<br>**She had the energy and aura of a princess.**<br><br>The next day we were laying in bed and she started walking around my room out of the blue. I asked her what she was looking for and she said she was just walking around out of curiosity. I rolled a fat blunt and she smoked it with me. <br><br>I started explaining some of my favorite things and she watched me with pure curiosity. I showed her my favorite manga and she thought it was something new. I showed her my favorite flash animations and she thought they were funny. <br><br>We were having a blast until she said she needed to smoke a cart. I told her that it was too soon because she just smoked one. She said she needed to smoke one. I told her if she needed to smoke one then okay, but she shouldn't feel obligated to smoke it too often. <br><br>I've seen people drop out of relationships trying to smoke carts too often. She said she couldn't possibly smoke it too often. I told her she had bad taste because that meant she would be smoking them all day. She got mad and said she don't give a fuck what I think. I rolled a fat blunt and she smoked it again. <br><br>I think she is absolutely fantastic, but I'm glad I dropped out of the relationship six months ago. I watched her choke down a molly pill with a grin on her face and I've never been more smitten in my life. I'm glad that I didn't know how crazy she was. <br><br>I'm also extremely proud of myself. I know that any other guy would have left her at the airport. I'm not going to say she is a bad girl, but she is definately not a good girl. <br><br>At the same time, I can see why I liked her so much. Everything seems a lot more interesting with her around. I could watch her choke down a molly pill all day, because she chokes down molly pills like they are pieces of candy. I watched her choke one down and I thought about how much I wanted to be with her. <br><br>I'm glad I was able to drop out of the relationship because I don't think I could get tired of her. It's definately interesting watching someone choke down molly pills and smoking carts all day.