I don't want to be a father.

**TL;DR:** I don't want to be a father because I don't want to be responsible for my children. I'll be glad if my future children will be orphans; and I don't want my own mother to be glad if I was an orphan.<br><br>**Edit:** For the ones who think that I was joking: I am not. I am serious about what I wrote. I have a serious mental disorder and I am not going to risk having another sick person in the world.<br><br>I don't want to be a father.<br><br>I don't want to be tired of being responsible for another person. I don't want to be a single parent. I don't want to be responsible for my children when they will grow. I don't want to protect or rescue my children in an emergency or when they are kidnapped.<br><br>I don't care if my son will join the military and sacrifice himself for his country, or if my son will die prematurely in front of me. I don't care if my daughter will get married to a man who will cheat on her, or if my daughter will be kidnapped and raped in a foreign country.<br><br>When I will grow old, I will be sure that I don't have to worry for my children. I won't be checking my phone at 3 a.m. to see if my children are okay or if my children died in a traffic accident. I won't die because of my children. I won't risk my health and my life for my children. I won't abandon my career for my children. I won't sell my house for my children.<br><br>I don't want to be a father. I don't want to be a slave for my children. I don't want to have children.<br><br>My mother was happy when I was born. She wanted me to be born. But I didn't want to be born. Now that I am a man, I don't want to have children.<br><br>If it's true that good parents want the best for their children, then I don't want to be a parent. I don't want to risk my health and my life for my children. I don't want to be tired of being responsible for my children. I don't want my children to risk their own health and life for me.<br><br>I don't want to be a father because I don't want to be responsible for my children. I'll be glad if my future children will be orphans; and I don't want my own mother to be glad if I was an orphan.<br><br>**Edit 2:** For the ones who downvoted my post with no reason: you're just proving your own insecurity. If you don't want me to be a father, then you're just proving my points.