I am going to talk about this publicly because I have no one else

I am a 19 year old guy. I am never in my room with my door open. It is always closed. Usually I am there playing video games. One day when I was playing games I heard someone come in my room. It was a girl, I could tell by the way she walked. At first I thought it was my mom but when I looked I saw that it was not my mom. It was a girl with long pretty hair. She was a little bit overweight. When she saw me she looked at me weird and I at her. I was very shocked. I never expected that I would catch a girl in my room. I thought she was a guy because I didn't hear that she was a girl. She left pretty quickly. I was confused. I was also confused why she left so quickly. I thought maybe she was my sister but it wasn't my sister. When she left I was so confused that I forgot to get off the chair. At that moment my mom came into my room and told me that the girl I saw was my cousin who came to visit. Usually I spent time with my cousin when she came to visit but this time I didn't because I don't like spending time with women and I also got a shock from what happened so I spent the whole time in my room. I ignored everyone and after a few days my cousin left. I still don't know why she came into my room.