Who else would rather have never been born?

I'm single-handedly guilty for my parents divorce, I've never had a GF, I'm ugly and I'm not smart enough for my own good. I've been diagnosed with severe depersonalisation/derealisation disorder for the last 11 years, and I am unable to enjoy anything I do, because experiences never feel real. I have no friends, I get paid minimum wage doing menial work, and I will post this post on two social media platforms, and then check every 10 minutes to see if I've gotten any upvotes, but I won't. Why do we have to sign an legally binding contract to leave this life, but not to enter it?