I am delusional

I am delusional. <br><br>We are all delusional. <br><br>We thought we were bringing our daughters into a better world. <br><br>We believed we were leaving them a more equal society. <br><br>I can not believe I am typing this. <br><br>And I am so so so so so so so so so so so sorry to every woman who had felt and thought and believed we could ‘make it stop’ <br><br>The misogynists have won. <br><br>Women lost. <br><br>I can not believe I am writing this. <br><br>God I am so ashamed. <br><br>And all of those years I thought we were making it better, I was wrong. <br><br>We are returning to ‘traditional family values’ <br><br>So this is a declaration of war. <br><br>It must come to bloodshed. <br><br>I can not believe I am writing this. <br><br>That the only way forward is ‘traditional’ bloodshed. <br><br>I am delusional. <br><br>Our grandmothers and mothers must have been delusional to think that we would make it stop. <br><br>I am in awe of the feminine and female spirit to ‘make it stop’ <br><br>I am delusional. <br><br>I am delusional to think we can ‘make it stop’ <br><br>I am delusional to think we could rise higher than ‘traditional family values’ <br><br>I must be delusional. <br><br>I am delusional. <br><br>And I won’t survive this. <br><br>I will not survive this. <br><br>Because I am delusional and thought we were bringing our daughters into a better world. <br><br>Fuck this timeline <br><br>Women lost. <br><br>And I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so ashamed. <br><br>I am delusional. <br><br>And my daughter will be put into her place and be made to wear her hair long, be tractable and obedient, and accept her role in the social order. <br><br>Fuck this timeline <br><br>Fuck you. <br><br>I am delusional. <br><br>It is women who lost this war. <br><br>Women can not win. <br><br>I am delusional.