I told my crush that I love her and she told me to love her more.

This is such a weird story and it’s never happened to me before but I feel like it’s an example of a glitch in the matrix. <br><br>I’ve (22F) never told my crush (23M) that I’m interested in him and I’ve never told him that I love him. He’s never confessed any feelings to me either. We’ve been friends for a year now and we’re close. <br><br>One night, we were texting back and forth and I was just bored and decided to tell him that I love him. I don’t know why. It just happened. I said it out loud to myself after I sent the text. “What did I just do?” <br><br>He answered back after 10 minutes and said “love me more”. He’s never said anything like that to me before. It was so weird. <br><br>I didn’t know how to answer him so I said “I love you so much” and he said “more” again.<br><br>I was surprised and that’s why I didn’t know how to answer. I didn’t even tell him that I loved him like that. But I did tell him that I loved him a lot. In my head, I’m thinking there’s no possible way that he’s going to love me more than I love him. <br><br>Not a lot of people in my life know how much and how often I think about him. Not a lot of people know how much I wish that he loved me and that I wish he was my type. I think about him a lot and his name is literally written everywhere in my journal. I write a lot in my journal. This guy is just amazing in my eyes. <br><br>He knows me so well and he knows that I think about him a lot. He knows that I wish he was my type and I even told him that I wished he was my soulmate. I told him about my regretful moment in high school where I let him go and I didn’t tell him how I felt. He even wrote a whole poem about my regretful moment. <br><br>He knows a lot about me and he knows how much I care about him but I don’t think he knows how much I love him. I don’t know if he feels the same way but I do know that he’s been alone his whole life and he’s never had a relationship before. He’s never even kissed a girl before. I feel like he doesn’t know how to love and that he doesn’t know what that emotion feels like. <br><br>Not a lot of people know how much I love him and even though he knows a lot about me, I don’t think he knows that I love him more than I love myself. I think that he knows that I tell him things that I don’t tell other people but he doesn’t know my secrets. I even write secrets in my journal that I don’t even tell him. Not a lot of people know my secrets but I do tell him everything that’s on my mind and in my heart. <br><br>I couldn’t believe it when he texted me back saying that I should love him more. I literally laugh out loud every time I think about it. I’ve been thinking about it for a whole hour as I write this and I still can’t believe it. I’ve never experienced anything like this before and I don’t know what just happened. <br><br>I don’t think he knows how much I love him and but I also feel like he knows and that he’s been waiting and expecting that to happen. I feel like he’s been waiting for me to say it. I felt like I’ve been waiting for him my whole life. <br><br>He’s an amazing guy and he’s so handsome. He’s an amazing friend and he’s so good to me. He’s very loyal to friendship and that’s why I don’t think he’s going to ever be in a relationship even if I confess my feelings to him. But seeing him tell me that I should love him more makes me feel like he’s going to say yes if I ask him to be my boyfriend. <br><br>I’m scared to confess my feelings to him. I don’t know what he’s going to think or say and I don’t want that to ruin our friendship. I don’t want to make him feel uncomfortable.<br><br>But seeing him say that I should love him more makes me feel like he might feel the same way and that he might be thinking about me too. It’s that feeling that makes me feel like I should say something to him. It’s that feeling that makes me feel like he might feel the same way for me. <br><br>I don’t think he knows but something in my heart is just telling me that he knows and that he’s been waiting for me my whole life. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do. <br><br>That’s why it doesn’t feel like a coincidence that we met in high school and reconnected after a year. It feels like we’ve known each other forever and that we’ve known each other before. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do.<br><br>I don’t know what’s going to happen but I do know that I can’t go back to the way things were before. I feel like I need to say something to him. Not now. But maybe later. <br><br>I just feel weird and confused. I don’t know what’s happening. It’s like my whole world has turned upside down. I feel different and strange. Like there’s something in the air. <br><br>I don’t know what to do but I’m going to take my crush to the beach and I’m going to tell him there. I just need some time to get myself together first. Maybe next month. <br><br>I don’t know what’s going to happen but I’m excited. I’m anxious and scared but I’m excited. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do.