I think of myself kind of like a female?

In a sense i‘m kinda just going through life in an emotionally kind of numb way. I don’t really get high or low. I don’t have any goals or aspirations. I do stuff but i don’t seek to excel in anything. I’m just gliding through life and i don’t really feel any strong emotions about anything or anyone. I don’t hate anything, I don’t love anything. I don’t live for anything. I don’t feel emotions that strong for anyone either, even if i might like someone i‘d never go out of my comfort zone for them. I don’t really know what i want or what i like. I wish i was more of an extrovert, but somehow i can’t be.