America sucks

This chamber isn't the only thing that sucks. America sucks too. I swear.<br><br>Sorry if this is an odd post. But my therapist today asked me to make a list of things I liked about my family.<br><br>There is literally nothing. <br><br>I don't want to call them abusive but my family has always acted like they're forced to be here. They go through the motions of caring for me. Never believed me when I told them that I was struggling. Never went to bat for me in school. <br><br>My therapist then went on to tell me that she decided to get her son a scholarship because her family sucked.<br><br>So that's on me now. <br><br>That part of money is gone out of my budget. I had planned to save it. I will never take my son to therapy if it's at the expense of his future. <br><br>But that's just it. I am what stands between his future and the society. They will try to convince him that he should get a job. But the job will never make him happy. They will try to convince him to buy something for himself. But what they really want is for him to buy something for the company. <br><br>The only way to win is to die.