Am I gay? Or just done with women?

I had a couple of bad breakups with women back in the day, and pretty much given up on dating (or trying to get a job in my very competitive field) in my late 20s. I figured I'd just live a life of solo hobbies and friendships and whatever. Picked up reading, cooking, yoga, and rock climbing to occupy my time. <br><br>I'm 32 now, and despite my solid career, being successful in my hobbies, and being 'in shape' for a man of my age, I've felt a growing attraction to men. I got a gay massage therapist recently, and he told me he was interested in me. Then I was invited to a private sex party with mostly gay men. <br><br>Despite these opportunities, I really like having a dick inside of me. You know, in a totally platonic and hetersexual way. <br><br>I'm just unsure if I'm genuinely attracted to men, or if I'm just tired of the coldness and emotional unavailability of women.