Consider this a warning.

I am a survivor of incest in the most literal sense. That is to say I am alive and still kicking. What I am not moving past is the shit that happened to me. I tried that for years. It led to me becoming a complete fucking psychopath. I shut down my empathy and started destroying relationships. I went from a 3 sport athlete in high school to a barely employed alcoholic. Despite my best efforts to lie to myself about being over it, I still think about that shit nearly 24/7. Even though I was in college and truly moving on with my life a few years ago, I still glorified the fucking memories of what happened. After a year of therapy I finally truly understand what a fucking role model my sister was in the first place. After a year of moving on with my life in the most positive ways I’ve experienced in my entire life I can safely say that incest is fucking bullshit. It’s not something to be glorified. It’s something that should be truly fucking warned against. I am moving on with my life. I am in moving on from this in moving on with my life.