I’ve never been this fucking angry after sex

My (22f) boyfriend (24m) and I were having sex today. No foreplay, but that’s fine. I know I take a while to warm up.<br><br>As we were going at it, I was moaning. He asked me “You like that?”<br><br>Me: “Yeah baby, I love it”<br><br>Him: “na, you don’t. Stop pretending”<br><br>Me: “Okay, fine, I don’t like it”<br><br>Him: “Good, because you don’t deserve it”<br><br>Proceeds to cum inside me and walk out the room. I was crying. I don’t know what the fuck just happened.<br><br>This is the 3rd time he’s said something like this. The first time he said he was just “in the moment” and the second time he said he “didn’t mean it like that”.<br><br>I don’t even know what to think of this. I’ve never felt this low. How does someone I “love” make me feel like this? He’s always made me feel like shit but this was something else. I don’t know if I can stay. I don’t want to stay but a big part of me is too scared to leave.