I think my husband is gay

So. Last night, we were chilling in bed with our baby, when he started scrolling through tiktok. There was a bunch of videos of this guy in underwear, being all cute and hot and stuff, and I asked him “oh you like him?” And he said “yeah, it’s so great when men have abs” <br><br>And I said “okay, I get that, just don’t forget we have to take care of the baby tomorrow” and he said “yeah, so that we can look at his abs all day long”<br><br>I said “he’s 2yo, he doesn’t have abs yet” and he said “yeah, they come later” <br><br>And then we watched a bit longer, and I noticed the videos keep getting sexier and he was getting more and more obviously into it. <br><br>I said “hey, maybe you should unfollow, so you don’t see it all the time” and he said “oh hey, isn’t it something that I’m so attracted to this guy!” And I said “yeah, it’s pretty much normal when you see it all the time”<br><br>And then he said “yeah, I can’t explain how much I want him right now” <br><br>And I said “yeah, it’s so obvious how much you want him” and he said “what do you think if I actually meet him?” <br><br>I said “yeah, I don’t want to talk about that. It’s not pretty” and he said “yeah, I don’t want to talk about that, let’s just go to sleep” <br><br>So we went to sleep. But I can’t stop thinking about it. <br><br>He never actually says he’s gay, but he’s been talking about it for a few days now. <br><br>I think he’s gay, but he doesn’t want to admit that he’s gay.<br><br>So I’m just sitting here, wondering if he’s gay, and if he’s actually gay, but won’t admit he’s gay. <br><br>And if I should just bring it up, and ask him “hey, are you gay?” and if he’ll say “yeah, I’m gay”<br><br>I don’t want to ask him that, because I don’t want to know the answer.