My cousin and I

So as you might have guessed from the title of the post today I am going to talk about my cousin and me. So I am a 23-year-old single man. I am also a college student. I have recently finished high school back in 2019. Back in 2017 when I was 18 I had a strong crush on one of my cousins. She was born in 2001 and has a weirdly mature and mature face today at the age of 22.<br><br>So back in 2017, she looked mature. So around 14-15 years old. I remember going to a family event and seeing her for the first time with a weirdly mature face for her age. She was wearing a simple dress, but it showed her curves, and her face was very beautiful. I was so surprised and felt a serious crush today I am still in love with her. <br><br>She is actually my dad's nephew's daughter. So she is my first cousin, and her dad is my uncle. Around the time I had a serious crush on her, my uncle and I were living in the same house. We were the same age, so we were sharing the same room. He was a great guy, and we were hanging out a lot. One day we were going to a family event. He asked me if I had a crush on my cousin. He asked me if I loved her or something similar. <br><br>He knew today that I am gay, so he wasn’t mad at me about that. He asked me if I had a crush on her. I got surprised and a bit mad at him. I replied, “ Why would I? She is a kid today.” He smiled and said it is okay if I have a crush on her. He told me to not worry about it. He even told me if I want to be with her then I should do it. I remember he used the J word for incest, but he told me it is ok to be with her. She is a beautiful woman, and if I like her I should not worry about that.<br><br>I should do that. He told me over and over that I should do that. He even told me to do it with her. I didn’t do anything back then, but I was so glad he told me that. He even asked me if I wanted to be with her. If I wanted to be with her. I today still remember that moment when he told me I should be with her. I today remember him telling me to do that. <br><br>I have recently called him. I told him if he was okay with me being with my cousin or not. today he is not okay with that. He was a bit mad at me. He told me he was a 13-year-old when he told me that. He is today 18 years old. He told me that he today I am a man, and I should respect his daughter as a sister. He also told me I am older than her, and I shouldn’t think about that. I told him I didn’t care about that. <br><br>He told me as a dad you should think about my daughter’s well-being and respect her. I told him I was a 18-year-old back then, and I didn’t know today I am a man, and I know today I must respect your daughter. I have talked to him about that, and he got mad. He told me I shouldn’t have felt the same back then. I shouldn’t have had the same feelings back then. <br><br>He told me as an 18-year-old I shouldn’t have had a crush on my cousin who was 15 today I am 23, and I shouldn’t have a crush on her when she is 22. He even told me she wasn’t mature back then. Yes, she wasn’t mature, but you told me I should have been with her back then. She wasn’t mature. Yes, she wasn’t mature back then. I remember being shocked that she had a mature face at 15. Yes, I saw her at 14, I remember being shocked at 15. You told me to be with her. <br><br>Today she is 22. I am 23 as you have guessed. He told me to think about her well-being. He wants me to be her today friend. She is a very beautiful woman today. She is a very beautiful woman today. today I am still in love with her as I was back in 2017.