My husband admitted he was overjoyed when I had a miscarriage.

In 2018, I had a miscarriage after only 5 weeks of pregnancy. <br><br>A few days ago my husband admitted he was overjoyed when I had a miscarriage, which hurt me so much. He said that he never wanted a baby, but I knew that, we have always had different opinions about children. I want two but he doesn't want any. He said he had fear of losing me and our baby during the birth, and he didn't want to watch me go through pregnancy, which is understandable. <br><br>The miscarriage didn't bother him that much because he said he was too busy with work, but I was devastated. I felt empty, sad and hurt for a long time. I felt like something had been taken away from me. <br><br>I don't think I can ever forgive him for his reaction. I feel like he doesn't understand my pain or my feelings. I'm still upset and hurt by his admission. I have been trying to move on, but I can't seem to let go of the past.