I Had Sex With My Sister

I Had Sex With My Sister<br><br>My sister Gina is 23. I'd never really paid much attention to her; she's just my sister. But I've been going back to my parent's house most weekends lately to save money and spend more time with my sister before she leaves for college. I've been starting to notice how beautiful she is, and somehow I got the idea into my head that I wanted to have sex with her.<br><br>This might sound crazy, but I've never actually had sex before. I've never been in a relationship, never even gone on a date. And while I'd been in a few special relationships and I've had a couple friends, they all ended up drifting away from me over time. It's not for lack of trying. It's just somehow that I've never been able to connect with anyone, and I've never been a particularly social person. I'm not ugly or anything, and I feel like I'm fairly normal. I've always been extremely afraid of rejection, and that's probably part of why I've never been able to connect with anyone. And it's probably the reason that I've never had a real relationship or a girlfriend.<br><br>But it's not like I've never had sex partners in any sense. I had a two-week fling with a friend of mine in high school, and we had sex together a few times. I also had a friend who we wanted to experiment together, and we never really had what I'd call a relationship, but we had sex quite a few times over the course of a year or so.<br><br>So even though I've only had two sex partners, I've had enough experience to know how things go, and I know enough to be able to talk about the logistics of sex. But I'm also a total virgin in some ways, since I've never had a real relationship and I've never really been sexually attracted to anyone.<br><br>I don't know why, but for whatever reason the idea kept entering my mind that I wanted to have sex with Gina. Maybe it was because I'd been watching her get more and more beautiful over the years, or maybe it was because she was getting hotter and I wanted to have sex in general and she was the only person around. I don't really know. I just know that right from the beginning, I think I knew that I was going to try and have sex with her.<br><br>It all started when I was 20. I was still in college and I had just started going back to my parent's house on the weekends to save some money. Originally I had planned to stay at my parent's house all the time, but after a week of that, I decided to get an apartment with some friends. So by the time I turned 20, I hadn't lived at my parent's house in two years.<br><br>I remember being happy to see Gina and giving her a big hug. It was nice to be back home, and I hadn't seen her in a while. We talked briefly, mostly about school, but it wasn't a very long conversation. I think I was only there for a weekend, and I went back to my apartment on Sunday night and didn't come back until Friday.<br><br>But even though I wasn't there very much, I was already starting to get ideas in my head. I don't think that I knew at the time that I wanted to have sex with her. But one night, I remember being on my computer and hearing Gina and her friends drinking in her room. They were being pretty loud, and I remember feeling annoyed that I had to share a wall with her. I'm pretty sure at the time that I just thought that she was being rude and obnoxious. And maybe she was. I don't really know.<br><br>But in retrospect, I think that I was probably jealous. I was jealous that she had all these friends who would come over and hang out, and that she had a whole social life. Meanwhile, I had no friends, no girlfriend, and no social life. So when she and her friends were drinking and having fun, I think that I just wanted to be part of it.<br><br>It was tempting. I think that I probably would have gone into her room and tried to hang out if I had been invited. But I knew I wasn't invited. And I probably wouldn't have fit in anyway. I'm not really the drinking type, so I don't know what I would have been doing there. But still. The temptation was there.<br><br>I think that Gina was probably around 17 at the time. I remember that she had just gotten her driver's license, so she must have just turned 17. I don't know if I really thought of her as hot at the time. I didn't see her very much, and it wasn't like I looked at her in a sexual way or anything. But I do remember that she had a lot of guy friends and they all seemed to like her. She was popular at school, and I'm pretty sure that some of the guys at school had a crush on her.<br><br>But even if I was jealous of her social status, I still didn't really think of her as hot. I don't know why, but it just never even occurred to me. And I think that my attraction to her probably developed over time as I started to see more of her. I'd always known that she was pretty of course. But there's a difference between being pretty and being hot. And while she was pretty in a sense, she wasn't really what I'd call hot.<br><br>She wasn't skinny or anything, but she was pretty thin. In high school, I remember that she used to get made fun of a little bit by some of the people in our neighborhood, and I don't know if it was because she was fat or if they were just making fun of her for some other reason. I don't really know, but I think they called her fat or something.<br><br>I remember that she used to get really upset about it, and it bothered me. I think that I wanted to defend her and tell them to stop picking on her. But I never did. She wasn't that fat. I think she probably weighed around 130 pounds or something. That's not really fat at all.<br><br>I think that maybe she looked a little bit fat because she had really big breasts. I remember that she got them really early, when she was about 13. And they were huge almost right away. I don't know what size they were, but they were definitely a lot bigger than average. And I think that might be why some people called her fat, because she looked out of proportion or something. Her breasts were way too big for her body.<br><br>But anyway, I think that sometime after I turned 20, I started to think of Gina as being hot. She didn't look the same as she did when we were kids, and she didn't look the same as she did even a year ago. She had gotten a lot more attractive, and I think that I probably started to notice it around this time.<br><br>I remember that at first it was just something that I noticed out of the corner of my eye. It wasn't always something that I thought about or anything. But there would be times when we were hanging out, and I'd notice that she was really hot. It wouldn't really sink in at first. It would be more of a background thing that I noticed but didn't really think about.<br><br>But the more that I noticed it, the more that I started to think about it. I don't know what happened first, if I started thinking about her sexually and then I started noticing that she was hot, or if I noticed that she was hot and then I started thinking about her sexually. I'm not really sure. But I do know that the more I noticed her beauty, the more I started thinking about her in a sexual way.<br><br>I'd never thought of her in a sexual way before, so this was all new to me. I'd never seen her in a swimsuit, but I imagined how she'd look in a bikini. I imagined how she'd look wearing different types of clothes. And I just thought about how hot she was in general.<br><br>But it wasn't just about how she looked. I think that I also liked her personality, and I think that might have played a bigger role in why I was attracted to her. She was really outgoing and confident, and I think that I admired that about her. I've always been pretty shy and not very confident. And I think that I wished that I was more outgoing, like she was.<br><br>I also think that she was probably the only person that I'd ever really connected with. I wasn't really close with her or anything, but I felt more comfortable around her than I did around anyone else. She'd always been my sister of course. But I think that now I was starting to see her in a different way.<br><br>I don't know when exactly I realized that I wanted to have sex with her. I think that it built up over time as I started to notice how beautiful she was. And I think that the more I saw her, the more I realized that I wanted to have sex with her. It probably sounds weird, but I think that I was just realizing something that was obvious.<br><br>It's not like I was trying to have sex with her or anything. I just knew that I wanted to, and I think that I probably always knew it somewhere deep down. It's just that I was realizing it now out of the blue, and it probably seemed weird.<br><br>It's also probably weird that I didn't try to do anything about it right away. But I think that it took me a while to realize what I wanted to do. Even once I'd acknowledge the fact that I wanted to have sex with Gina, I still didn't know what to do about it. It's not like I'd ever tried to have sex with anyone before, or asked anyone