Got my first kiss and am in love

I'm 18 and female. <br><br>I met my boyfriend online in December and we've been talking non stop. He's in a different state so we were finally able to meet for the first time last week. <br><br>We went on an actual date and had so much fun. Our personalities mesh really well and we never run out of things to sa6. Before I met him, I never thought I would be able to feel the way you're "supposed to" when you first kiss someone. But it was truly magical. I don't have anything to compare it to, but I feel like there are fireworks going off in my heart when we kiss. <br><br>My friends and I were joking about how the first time I have sex I'll probably end up pregnant because construction is easy but math is hard. But, I don't know, this feels different. <br><br>I want to break all of the "rules" and tell him that I love him. I feel bad for breaking "no contact until calling" and "wait three dates," but I also don't want to lose the chance to say it. My friends tell me it's too early, but my sister thinks it's okay if I mean it. <br><br>I do mean it. I know I do. But I'm scared he might not feel the same way.