Forever alone

What made me write this post was combing my sisters hair for the first time and how happy she was about it. <br>And I realized that this is probably the most intimate thing I’ll ever experience.<br>It made me reallize that I’m truly alone and I’ll probably never find someone to love me.<br>I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me.<br>I’m 23 and never had a girlfriend, not even close. <br>I started considering getting into sex work just to have someone act like they care about me. Even though I know that won’t change the way I feel. <br>I just wanna be held and loved and I don’t think that will ever happen.