The main reason I am becoming a MGTOW is that I am tired of this crap (wouldn't recommend this to anyone) and I am just tired of being trapped, I am tired of being humiliated in such a way that people will never understand I am becoming a MGTOW and then I'll be in peace and they can go to hell.

I am tired, I am tired, I am tired. I am tired of this society and I am tired of such people. I am 25 years old, I am model and an artist, I also work as a clerk at the office, I have worked hard to get this job. I am 172 cm tall, a little overweight (I know I'm not that tall but my friends still like me) but I don't think it has anything to do with this issue. I have a good attitude, I am a good person. I was born into this world from a middle-class family. I have no other siblings. I am educated, I work in a good job and I am educated. I am not a hopeless person who has no job and no financial talent.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I am a person who does art and also earns a living. I am not a bad person. I am not a person who is aggressive towards women or a woman hater. I can't stand this society anymore, I don't know what kind of place this is or what kind of people are in this society. I have been an ugly duckling since childhood, I didn't have real friends, I didn't have a father, I was a child who grew up with a single mother, I didn't have a father to protect me. I was constantly bullied at school, I was constantly humiliated, and I was constantly subjected to psychological violence. And I was even bullied at home, I didn't have friends, I didn't have a father, I didn't have any place in society. I wasn't the favorite child, I was the child who was constantly pushed away. I was constantly depressed and in such a state I tried to kill myself when I was a child. I didn't know if I could live. But I was able to survive.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>But everything doesn't end there, as I grow older I realize that the situation is not very different. I don't have any friends, I am constantly subjected to psychological violence and I am constantly humiliated, and I am constantly depressed. I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. And that's when I realize that I'm not needed, I'm not loved, I'm not wanted, and I'm not the favorite person. I'm a person who nobody cares about, I'm a person who nobody wants, and I'm a person who nobody loves. And that's when I realize that I'm a person who's constantly marginalized, I'm a person who's constantly oppressed, and I'm a person who's constantly humiliated. I'm a person who's constantly being punched in the face, I'm a person who's constantly being trampled on, and I'm a person who's constantly being hunted down. I'm a person who's constantly being criticized, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being trapped.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have a family, but I don't have any of this. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be in a relationship with someone, I want to fall in love with someone, but I don't have any of this. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away. I'm a person who's constantly being humiliated, I'm a person who's constantly being rejected, and I'm a person who's constantly being rejected. I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away, and I'm a person who's constantly being pushed away.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I want to