I literally can't stop crying - I'm angry and saddened and sad

I honestly can't stop crying. I've opened my phone to check notifications and I feel like I'm punched in the stomach. I feel like I caught a glimpse of a ghost when I see Biden's name next to the word president. I feel so sick to my stomach.<br><br>I was so hopping for a democratic future for myself and the women around me. I'm only 15.<br><br>I live in a conservative southern state, and I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. I don't want to live in a world where I could be forced to carry a rapist's baby. I don't want to live in a world where I am seen as less.<br><br>I am sad not just for the women that will be affected by this, I'm sad for the future and the world my generation will have to live in.<br><br>I am not a citizen, I'm an immigrant, but I never felt scared being a woman. I feel scared now. I'm honestly so fucking scared.<br><br>I'm disappointed, I'm saddened, I'm angry, I'm fucking sad.<br><br>I am sad for our future.