Spent the day with my sister at Universal Studios Hollywood

For those who don’t know, Universal Studios Hollywood is an amusement park with a bunch of rides, shows, and movie magic. <br><br>For the first time in a while I spent an entire day just hanging out with my sister and her boyfriend. <br><br>The last time I hung out with my sister for more than 2 hours by myself was when I was in middle school, so I figured this would be a good time to catch up. <br><br>We got there at around 11am, got the tickets, and went straight to Harry Potter land with my sister and her boyfriend. We waited in line for 45 minutes to ride the ride. <br><br>While we were in line, I noticed a bunch of women and a few men in their 20s around me. Tons of couples, tons of girls and tons of guys as well. It honestly made me feel a bit shitty, not gonna lie. <br><br>We got off the ride and my sister and her boyfriend went a bit ahead, and I stopped to take a picture of a really beautiful woman from behind. She had on a really tight red dress which showed off her slim yet curvy waist and really big breasts.<br><br>I sent the photo to my best friend and he said “she’s hot but she’s not the prettiest girl you’ve ever seen though?” And I had to agree. But I thought about how this woman was probably in her 20s. She was probably in college. She had probably hooked up with at least 3+ guys and I had never even had a girlfriend. <br><br>We all went to the Jurassic Park river ride and got on it pretty quickly. My sister and her boyfriend sat on one side, and I sat on the other side right next to some random woman and her boyfriend. I tried to strike up a conversation with him but he didn’t really seem interested. The woman, however, struck up a conversation with me and I found out she was from Texas. <br><br>I proceeded to ask her questions about Texas and she asked me questions about myself. I told her I was from California and she said she’s never been. I told her she should come visit and she said maybe I could come visit Texas. <br><br>The ride ended and we went our separate ways. <br><br>I proceeded to spend the rest of the day with my sister and her boyfriend, walking around, and getting on rides. We got on a ride called the “studeo tour” which gave us a tour behind the scenes of a movie studio. <br><br>I immediately began to find the most beautiful women around me and take pictures of them. All the women were so hot. All the men were so confident and had their own girl with them. The group in front of us had 2 couples. The group behind us had 3 couples. <br><br>I showed my sister some of the pics and she said that they’re all hot but they’re not the prettiest women ever, and I gotta agree. But it didn’t matter. Even the most mediocre looking woman was probably more attractive than I am. <br><br>I continued to take pics of all the hot women I saw and my battery began to die. <br><br>Around 5pm we got on this ride called Kung Fu Panda: The Emperor’s Quest. <br><br>I immediately noticed a woman in front of me had on the tightest, sexiest black dress and had amazing cleavage. I tried to take a picture but my phone died. <br><br>I looked to my right and there was a couple. I looked behind me and there were 2 couples. I looked to my left and there was another couple. <br><br>I realized in a full 360 around me, I was the only man without a woman. I was the only single man. I was the only incel. It was a painful realization. I felt my heart in my stomach. <br><br>I then began to think about how my sister will probably get married in a few years, and I’ll still be a virgin. I’ll be that weird uncle who’s still single at 30. <br><br>When we got off the ride, we decided to watch a show. It was a water show with a bunch of adults my age performing tricks on the water. The men were all ripped and muscular. The women were all in bikinis and were beautiful. They were all probably fucking each other. I was just there, alone, a background character in their lives. <br><br>I realized that I was surrounded by happy, in shape, attractive couples everywhere I went, and yet I was still alone. <br><br>We finished the show and walked around a bit more. I took my phone out to take pictures but it was dead and I had no portable charger. <br><br>We decided to go eat dinner at the Hard Rock Cafe. I walked in and there were 2 early 20s couples at the table next to us. One woman had on a black dress that showed off her cleavage, another woman had on the tightest black dress ever, each man had their own hot girl, and I was eating with my sister and her boyfriend. <br><br>I then proceeded to notice all the happy couples around me. I realized that I’m 22 and still a virgin. I’m going to be 23 soon and I have no hope of finding a girlfriend. My sister, who’s 2 years younger than me, already has a boyfriend. <br><br>I then realized that women don’t want me, and they never will. Women want confident, hot, and in shape men. Women want men with social status and money. <br><br>I finished eating and we left the restaurant. I realized that even if I did have a lot of money or status, I’d still be ugly. Women would still never want me. Even if I had a 10 million dollar house, women would just want my house. <br><br>I don’t know what to say. I just feel so hopeless. <br><br>As we were walking out, I saw 2 couples walking towards us. I saw 2 couples walking away from us. Every single woman I saw was with a man. Every single man I saw was with a woman. <br><br>And I was alone. <br><br>We got in the car and left. I looked out the window and realized that there’s no hope for me. I will never find a girlfriend. I will never find happiness. <br><br>We got home and my sister thanked me for hanging out and said she had a great time. I said thanks and I had a good time too. But the whole drive home I was just ruminating about my life. <br><br>I got in bed and looked through all the pictures I took of the hot women I saw. I thought about how I’ll never have a woman like that. <br><br>I will never have a woman. No woman will ever love me. I will always be alone. <br><br>I’m going to bed soon. Hopefully I don’t wake up tomorrow.