The one guy who made my whole year even worse

I was raped by 2 men. I was drunk and got into a taxi with 2 guys in it. They got out, raped me in the taxi and went on their way. This happened about a year ago and I was in such a bad place in my life. I got through this with the support of my family and friends and thought it was behind me.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>A few weeks ago I was on my way to a friend’s house. I got into the taxi, it was late at night. As soon as I sat down, the driver started talking to me. He was really weird. I didn’t know how to react because I was so exhausted and scared, so I just kept silent. Then he asked me “do you want me to take you home first or your friend’s house?” I told him it was my friend’s house. He said “no, I mean do you want me to take you home first?”. I replied “no I’m fine”. He asked again “do you want me to take you home first or your friend’s house?” “No I’m fine” I replied. I was already on edge so I didn’t want to get out of the taxi and get home. The driver then started talking about his friend and said he wanted to introduce me to him. He told me he was going to drop me off first, and then pick me up. I got out and went to my friend’s house, and he picked me up, it was dark and it was just me in the taxi. He then started talking about his friend again, and then he asked me “do you want to have sex with my friend?”. I told him “I’m not interested”. He said “don’t worry he’ll make you feel so good”. I said “no thanks, I don’t want to”. He asked me again “do you want to have sex with my friend?”. I said “no thanks” and I started crying. He said “don’t worry I won’t take you home if you don’t want to”. Then he started driving around, he said “I can take you to a nice place”. I told him “I don’t want to go”. He said “don’t worry I will make you feel so good”. I said “I don’t want to” and I asked him “where are you taking me?” He said “I’m not taking you anywhere”. I asked him “can I go back to my friend’s house?” He said “I will take you home now.” And I asked him “who are you?” He said “I’m a taxi driver”. Then he stopped the taxi and dropped me off. When he dropped me off, he said “thank you”. I was so confused and I didn’t know what to do. I was scared and I thought maybe it was a mistake, maybe he was just a taxi driver. But when he said “thank you”, I felt so sick. He dropped me off in front of my friend’s house, and then I started walking back home. I thought maybe I should take a bus home, and I thought he was just messing with me.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I took a taxi home, and on my way home, I felt sick. When I got home, I had a shower and I was so confused. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t tell my family, I didn’t tell my friend, and I didn’t tell the police. The guy in the taxi looked like the same guy who raped me. I felt so confused, I felt like I was going crazy, I felt like I was reliving something that happened a year ago. The guy in the taxi made my whole year even worse. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should tell the police. I don’t know what to do. I feel so sick.