Fuck you /r/AskTeenGirls, you fucking ruined me

*\[5:30am\]* <br>I woke up to my little brother holding me baby doll. He asks me "do you want to kiss doll?" and then he makes kissing sounds on doll. I don't remember what I said in response (it's not important) but then he started making noises with doll but instead of kissing, it sounded like a man and a woman having sex and he starts moaning and a grown woman's moans. He then starts jumping around and making noises like a man & woman having sex and then I got really turned on all of a sudden. <br>*\[6:05am\]* <br>Brother keeps on making noises with doll, then I remember that I have a Teddy bear that my grandpa gave me. So I pretend it's a penis and I start humping it, all while brother still has sex with doll. I start grinding so hard that I break Teddy bear and fall over and hit closet door really hard. I cry out in pain and brother hears it and looks at me and starts asking "sissy? sissy? are you ok? sissy?" <br>I nod my head yes and he starts crawling over and when he reaches me, he starts kissing and hugging me. Then he starts licking me all over. <br>All of a sudden, he starts talking all sexed up and he starts saying "Fuucckkkkk me sissy, I wanna Fucckkk you so bad. Please sissy, fuck my asshole. I'm so horny sissy, I wanna fuck so bad" and then he starts humping me, then he grabs my hand and shoves it up his butt. <br>When he did that, I felt his butthole right on my finger and it started moving all over my finger and I started moving my finger in and out of it and it felt so good! Then he starts calling me mommy and I start calling him baby. He then starts talking like a baby and saying things like "I luv you, mommy" "I wuv my mommy to death" and then he starts kissing and licking me. He then shoves my finger into his asshole further and it was so pleasurable, it felt like nothing I have ever felt before. <br><br>at 9:00am he had to leave for school so I missed my chance to have incestuous sex with my brother. I wish I could have been braver and raped him... I'll always regret this.