Telling my wife about my affair

I’m doing it. Tomorrow it’s over. I just feel like I need to tell people before I actually do it. <br><br>She’s amazing. I love her more than life itself. I couldn’t bear the thought of losing her. That’s why I never planned on telling her. I just can’t bear to hurt her like that. <br><br>But it’s eating me alive. The guilt and the shame have been eating at me. I can’t live like this. I have to tell her. I have to come clean.<br><br>She’ll leave me. I know it. And I don’t blame her. But for the sake of my sanity I have to tell her the truth. <br><br>I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. When I saw her I couldn’t help myself. I had to have her. I’d do it all over again in a heartbeat. <br><br>But I can’t keep it bottled in anymore. I have to tell her. <br><br>Wish me luck. Or better yet wish her luck. <br><br>This may be my last post on Reddit.