Here’s the truth that I don’t dare share with my husband. He’ll laugh at me for typing this.

Yes, I am a woman. Not sure why tf it matters. I made the mistake of watching my husband and his friend play halo. I didn’t even pay attention to the screen. I looked at my husband. His hands. The way he chews his lip when he’s focused on the game. His Adam’s apple when he yells at the screen. <br><br>At the same time I was thinking of how hot he would look if he was having sex with me instead of his halo controller. I know how he feels. I’ve sat there with him in the past. His dick in my pussy, a controller in each hand. The way he stares at me makes me want to melt into his phone. <br><br>So I did.<br><br>I left the room after I gave him a quick kiss on his dick. I grabbed my phone and sent him a text. Then I blocked his number. <br><br>I went to the kitchen to grab a glass of wine. There I saw myself stare back at me from across the room. My phone sitting on the counter. I pressed play. <br><br>I watched as the sight of my face and lips coming onto his dick made me cum. <br><br>I get that it’s weird to get turned on from the idea of a man having sex with a game controller. But then I thought of something. <br><br>The way that whole scene was so fucking hot to me….I wanted to see if my husband would get turned on by it too.<br><br>So I did what any normal sane woman does. I Google what would be hot. Dildos yes. Vibrators yes. But what else. So after scrolling through a list of weird things that men use to cum, I decided on a cucumber. I had the rest of the things already in my room.<br><br>I set my phone up, changed into something cute. I recorded myself sucking that dildo, and riding it, coming all over it multiple times. Then I had a brilliant idea. I set the phone back up. I pushed that cucumber into my pussy and started to fuck myself with it. I moaned. I screamed. I came. Then I recorded myself licking the cum from the end of it and telling him to do the same. <br><br>I set everything up again. The text conversations, the app I used to record them, everything. I unclogged his number. Ten minutes later he comes into the living room where I’m sitting. He’s holding his phone and his face is red. He looks like he just ran a 5k. <br><br>He asks me what all of that was about. I asked him if he liked it. I could tell he did. <br><br>Then I confessed to him. I confessed to wanting him to fuck a game controller while I watched or while I had sex with him. <br><br>He was quiet for a moment. Then he asked if he could watch me play with a game controller. I said yes.<br><br>He grabbed two controllers. We fucked for hours. When we finally stopped we talked. We talked for hours about what else we could do. At one point he brought up having me record myself that way every day. I said yes. <br><br>Then I confessed again to wanting him to fuck a game controller. He looked me dead in the eye and told me that we can do that or we can use what I did in the video. <br><br>I was shocked. I asked him why. He told me that he will do anything to make me cum. <br><br>That man is a gift from god. I’m so fucking grateful to be married to him.