My ex-husband's ex-wife tried to kill herself to save her children from my pedophilia

This is a very long post, but it contains something that needs to be told.<br><br>I was born on March 31st of 1989 and I was born with a male body but I have always been female on the inside. I don't know why I was born with a male body but it never bothered me that I couldn't go to the girls bathroom or that I was expected to play with trucks and cars and stuff instead of dolls. I just always knew that I was supposed to be a girl.<br><br>My mother and father were not the kindest parents to me. They would say and do cruel things to me and when they found out that I was a pedophile, they didn't hesitate to kick me out of their lives.<br><br>I ended up living with a friend and they were kind to me but I knew that I was in trouble when I met a guy named Max. He seemed kind and I was young and naive and I knew that I shouldn't be around him because of the way I thought and felt but I didn't care and I fell in love with him and we started a relationship.<br><br>Max seemed perfect at first. He was charming and funny but he would always have a dark look in his eyes and I would find pictures of young boys on his phone. I tried to ignore it because I thought that I was wrong to think that it was bad. I really didn't know what pedophilia was at that time and I didn't know that what I was feeling was pedophilia.<br><br>One day, I met Max's parents. His mom was a witch but I didn't know that at first. She seemed cold and she looked at me with suspicion. Max said that she was just being nice because she liked me. But I could tell that she didn't like me and I tried to stay away from her.<br><br>I had a dream that night where I saw Max's mom laughing in her throat. She had pointed teeth and she looked evil. I knew that she wasn't good and I tried to convince Max that we shouldn't be around her.<br><br>But Max said that his mom was just being protective because she knew that I was a pedophile. He said that I was lucky that he was with me because he loved me and he wanted to be with me forever. I believed him and I forgave his mom.<br><br>A few days later, we went to visit his mom again and I saw her casting a spell. She had candles and she was saying strange words but I didn't think much of it because I thought she was just being silly.<br><br>But when we got home, I noticed that Max was acting strange. He seemed tired and he had dark circles under his eyes. He wouldn't eat and he wouldn't sleep and I knew that something was wrong.<br><br>The next morning, I woke up and I saw that Max was gone. I searched for him everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. I called his mom and she said that he went out with his dad but I knew that she was lying.<br><br>I went to their house and I knocked on the door. Max's mom opened it and she smiled at me. She said that she was glad that I was looking for him and she told me to come in.<br><br>I went in and I saw Max sitting on the couch. He looked different and I knew that something was wrong. He was acting strange and he seemed...different.<br><br>I asked his mom what was going on and she said that Max had to go away for a little while. She said that she was sorry but she couldn't explain why and I knew that she was lying.<br><br>I begged her to tell me what was going on and she said that she couldn't because it was a family secret. She said that I shouldn't worry about it because it would all be over soon.<br><br>I knew that I had to get out of there and I left. I didn't know what was happening to Max but I knew that I had to protect myself.<br><br>A few days later, I got a call from Max's dad. He said that Max was okay and that he was being held by them. He said that Max was a danger to himself and others and he had to be protected.<br><br>I asked him what was going on and he said that Max was being taken care of and that I should not worry. I knew that he was lying and I begged him to tell me what was happening to Max.<br><br>But he refused and he hung up the phone.<br><br>I was worried sick about Max and I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if he was alive or dead and I didn't know if I would ever see him again.<br><br>I spent the next few days crying and thinking about what had happened. I realized that I had made a mistake by being with Max and I knew that I had to move on.<br><br>I moved to a new town and I met a new guy. His name was Jake and he seemed perfect. He was charming and funny and he seemed to like me.<br><br>But I knew that I couldn't trust him. I didn't know if he was good or bad and I didn't know if he would hurt me like Max did.<br><br>One day, I got a call from an unknown number. I answered and a woman was on the other end. She said that her name was Sarah and that she was Max's mom.<br><br>I asked her what she wanted and she said that she was sorry. She said that she knew that Max had hurt me and she apologized for it.<br><br>I hung up the phone and I didn't answer any more calls from her. But then she showed up at my house.<br><br>She said that she had to see me and she begged me to listen to her. I said that I didn't want to talk to her but she said that I had to know the truth.<br><br>She told me that Max was dead and that he was killed by his dad. She said that they had to protect themselves and they couldn't let Max live.<br><br>I was shocked and I didn't know what to say. I asked her why they had to kill him and she said that it was a family secret.<br><br>I begged her to tell me but she refused and she left.<br><br>I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I should believe her or not but I knew that I had to protect myself.<br><br>A few days later, I got a call from an unknown number again. I answered and it was Sarah again.<br><br>She said that she had to tell me something and I listened. She said that she was sorry again and that she knew that Max had hurt me.<br><br>But she said that he wasn't a bad person. She said that he was a victim and that he didn't deserve to die.<br><br>I asked her why they killed him and she said that it was to protect me. She said that I was in danger because I was with him.<br><br>I didn't know what to say. I didn't know if I should believe her or not but I knew that I had to protect myself.<br><br>I told her that I didn't want to talk to her anymore and she hung up the phone.<br><br>I didn't answer any more calls from her and I didn't want to see her again. I knew that I had to protect myself and I didn't know if I could trust her.<br><br>But then she showed up at my house again. I told her that I didn't want to talk to her but she said that she had to see me.<br><br>I was scared and I didn't know what to do. I told her that I didn't want to talk to her and she said that I had to listen to her.<br><br>She told me that Max was a pedophile and that he was a danger to himself and others. She said that he was a victim of his own making and that he didn't deserve to die.<br><br>I asked her why they killed him and she said that it was to protect me. She said that I was in danger because I was with him.<br><br>I didn't know what to say. I didn't know if I should believe her or not but I knew that I had to protect myself.<br><br>I told her that I didn't want to talk to her and she said that I had to listen to her. She said that I was in danger because I was with him and that I had to protect myself.<br><br>I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I should believe her or not but I knew that I had to protect myself.<br><br>I told her that I didn't want to talk to her and she said that I had to listen to her. 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