Sneaking around in the middle of the night to masturbate didn’t stop me from doing it at work

2 years ago I went to a week-long bootcamp for a job I was offered. After training I would have 2 months of probation. I was very excited and proud of myself.<br><br>There were around 50 of us and the majority of us were female. It was HELL trying to get a spot in the only toilet stall. I would have to wait in line for over 10 minutes. I was desperate to go and ended up using the male stall hoping no one would walk in on me. I’m pretty sure one of my instructors walked in while I was on the seat but he just said “oh my bad” and left. He didn’t say anything but I felt soooo embarrassed. <br><br>I then made the mistake of thinking I could wait until we broke for lunch. I then learned that there were only 2 stalls for over 100 people and they were occupied for most of lunch until the end. <br><br>I was in agony and desperate so I decided to wait until dinner time, thinking that there would be more toilets but there was only one.<br><br>I actually ended up shitting myself. I was so humiliated and in so much pain. I think the only reason I didn’t get fired was because my team leads wanted to get rid of one of my coworkers instead. <br><br>I lasted one month and was let go after that.<br><br>Despite this traumatic experience, I’m still doing the same thing at my current job.