I'm 100% sure that my boyfriend would kill me if I ever found out who he was with in his truck tonight.

I've been with my boyfriend for two years now, but we've been together for four because he was in a really bad accident that was pretty severe and he was in the hospital for a long time. He's doing really well now and we've had a pretty good relationship up until now. He's been really caring and sweet and supportive. I love him and he loves me.<br><br>I've never been in a relationship before, so I don't have anyone to compare him to. He's just been really good to me. He's always taken me out on dates and brought me flowers. He's been there for me when I needed him. He even took care of me after my cat died recently. He's just been a really good boyfriend overall.<br><br>He has a pretty strong background though. He used to be in a really rough gang and I've heard rumors about some things he did back then, but I never asked about it and he never told me. He doesn't like to talk about that part of his life and he's really tried to change for me. He even gave up working construction and started going to college instead because he wanted to be able to provide a better life for me. He's really done a lot to try and be a good guy and I appreciate that.<br><br>So I guess you could say I was pretty shocked when he called me from the phone of his truck tonight and I heard him yelling at someone and they were yelling back. I couldn't really make out who it was because they were talking over each other and their voices were pretty low so I just said I'd call 911 and he told me not to and I'd look up on my phone where he was. He was on Main Street just passing Oak Street.<br><br>I looked it up and it was a spot that was pretty run down. It was an area known for crime and drugs and it was close to the neighborhood where all the gang members lived. I knew that the person he was talking to was probably someone he knew from that life and I had a bad feeling.<br><br>I tried not to think about it too much because I didn't want to accuse him without knowing for sure and I also didn't want him to get in trouble if it really was an emergency. But now I'm sitting here trying to work and I just keep thinking about it and worrying about what they might have been saying. And now I've looked it up and I found out that it was a spot that was well known for gang activity and drug deals.<br><br>I've been trying to think about it calmly but I just have a bad feeling about it. I keep thinking that I don't know what kind of person he really is. I know he's pretending to be something he's not and that's making me feel uneasy.<br><br>I don't know what to do and I'm scared to confront him about it. I feel like he would deny it and I wouldn't believe him anyway. But I don't know if I should just let it go or if I should find out for sure. I'm so scared to find out for sure but at the same time I feel like I have to know.