I was about to join the army, but the propaganda against Modi has changed my mind.

I was about to join the Indian Army as a pilot. I was happy as hell. My parents were overjoyed. I applied in June 2020, and I'm about to finish the majority of the entrance exams for my dream army. I applied for an Air Force course.<br><br>But I've been seeing Indian Army men beat up innocent protesters, college students, and old men. They're even committing gangrapes. I'm not sure if it's the army or not, but if it is, I will not join.<br><br>Something that truly changed my mind was the last time I saw the TV news showing the Army stop a man from protesting with a lathi and then beat him up with a lathi again. I didn't even know what he was doing wrong. I really want to join the army to serve my nation, but the propaganda against Modi and the Army is changing my mind. I will not join the army if it will require me to beat innocent people or allow them to get beaten. I don't think I can do it.<br><br>I'm currently very confused and in a tough dilemma. Any advice would be great, please. Thank you.