EDED IS THE REAL REASON I HATE GOING OUT

I'm literally terrified of people when I go out, I'm terrified and I don't even want to go outside. I don't want to go out and deal with the outside world. I don't even want to go out and get food, everything that needs dealing with people makes me sick to my stomach. It's fucking sickening.<br><br>I just want to be left alone with my games, anime and solitary but I'm fucking dying for food and money but I'm too socially terrified to go out and even get the food I need let alone get a job.<br><br>I just want to be fucking left alone but I can't be, I have to go and interact but I'm terrified and depressurized and I hate everything about it.<br><br>I'm scared of my own shadow because I fucking hate being in society so much.