I am shocked this is not a thing.

My mom was the perfect person. Her smile could light up a room. She could talk to anyone. <br><br>She was the funniest woman I have ever met. <br><br>If you were a 15 year old girl, she was your princess. She was your dreams come true. <br><br>She was my dad's best friend and one of the most beautiful people I have ever met. <br><br>My mom was 32 years old when she died. She was killed on January 15th, 2020. <br><br>She was unsure if she would live or die because of her heart disease. <br><br>I don't know if you were shocked your mom died or not, but I'm not going to lie, I was heartbroken and shattered. <br><br>Ok, you've got this, I thought. You've got this. It's ok.<br><br>Then ten months later my grandma was sent home to die. <br><br>She was unsure if she would live or die because of her heart disease. <br><br>Ok, you've got this, I thought. You've got this.<br><br>Then a few months later my dad's heart failed. <br><br>He was rushed to the hospital. <br><br>"Will I need to get him a burial plot?" I asked the doctor.<br><br>The doctor smiled and said, "No, he's going to live. But he needs to go into rehab." <br><br>Then two months later my dad's 29 year old son committed suicide. <br><br>Two years before this he was diagnosed with heart disease. <br><br>I am still shattered.<br><br>I am still heartbroken.<br><br>This is why I started this community. <br><br>I think it will be good for me.