I’ve been with 3 girls

First was 17 when I was 14. She was cute, we messed around and did some touching.<br>2nd was 23 and I was 16. She was even cuter and we did some foreplay, then she started talking me down saying I wasn’t ready. So I went with it and then she kinda dumped me. I kept seeing her. She’s honestly the only cuter girl I ever met. I regret it to this day, never smoked weed, went to drink, womanized. I waited for her for over a year. And then one day I got her to comment on my pic of me being in the gym. And then I messaged her and we met up and hooked up. We were together for another week. I was young. And I was stupid and I ignored the clocks ticking on her life. She was 28 I was 18. I knew I wasn’t the guy she wanted to marry. So I went after other girls. I didn’t find anything. And I kept seeing her. Until I got up the balls to tell her how I felt. She was with someone else. And I was hurt I messed everything up. I kept seeing her. She’s 34 now and I’m 26. And I still see her and I still feel hurt. I’ve fallen for other girls. But none of them were on the same level as her. I regret it to this day. I didn’t know what love was back then. <br><br>3rd girl I was 21 and she was 22. She was cute. I ignored her clocks ticking, and I kept seeing her. I knew she was with me because I was the only guy in town. I finally asked her to break up with me, after 3 years. And she started crying and admitted I was right. I asked her what girl she wanted but she said she didn’t comment on other girls. I asked if I could go back to seeing my ex. And she said she didn’t know but she would have to think about it. I said ok and I took a drive to womanize. And I saw an even cuter girl. Sweeter too. But I wasn’t going to bother with her after what I learned with my ex. So I kept seeing her but didn’t say anything. Until I got up the nerve to talk to her. I was drunk and I couldn’t stop myself. I said sorry this isn’t me. And I said I needed to go ask my woman if I can date. She said I’m sorry. And I said it’s not you. I said I have a ex I can’t get over. And I said maybe I’ll see you around. So I walked to my ex. And I asked if I could date her. And she said yes. So I walked back to cuter girl and I said my ex said it was ok to date. And she said maybe I’ll see you around. And I said my ex said it was ok. And then she said yeah let’s go to your car. I didn’t know she was a ho. So I made sure she knew I loved my ex. And she said ok. I said I’m not gonna be good to you. But she said she didn’t need anything. So we messed around. I didn’t touch her anywhere special. We made out. And then we had sex. And I didn’t cum. And I said sorry. But she said I didn’t care. And she said she’s just happy to be wanted. I didn’t understand that. I’m 6 foot and 165. But I’m built pretty well. I didn’t understand how a girl who is even cuter than my ex can’t find someone to sleep with her. I didn’t get it. But we talked more and she was so sweet. She was 25. And I was 25 too. And she said she didn’t go to college. She said I tried but I was stupid. So I’m working at a grocery store. I didn’t say anything to that. I just said I like you. I said I’ll be good to you. I said can I see you again. And she said maybe. I said don’t say that. And I said you’re cuter than my ex. I said I won’t comment on that. I said I didn’t know we were competing. So I apologised. I said I mean I really like you. I said you’re so hot. I said I wanna see you again. So we agreed to meet up. And she started telling me more about her. I didn’t like that she worked at the grocery store. But I didn’t say anything. I said I’m just glad I met you. I said you’re so cute. So I kept seeing her. And we kept having sex. But I didn’t cum. I kept apologising. I didn’t get why I couldn’t cum. And I didn’t get why I’m so upset I couldn’t cum. I said it’s not you. I said you’re so cute. I said I’m just worried I’m too old to cum. I said I’m 25 and I’m not good enough. I said I can’t cum. I said I’ve been trying to cum for you for months now. But she just said I’m sorry. I said I don’t mean it like that. But I don’t get why I can’t cum. So I kept trying. And then I got obsessed by it. I kept thinking about it. I said I gotta cum. I said I’m too old for this.<br>So I didn’t stop messing with her. My ex knew about her. So I didn’t care. I said I’m just glad I met you. I said I’m sorry I’m not good enough. But she just said I’m sorry. And I said I’m sorry. I said I’m just too old. And I said you deserve to cum. And she said ok. And I said I’m sorry. I said I can’t make you cum. And she said I’m sorry. I said I’m not good enough. And she said ok. I said I’m sorry. I said I’m stupid. So I kept seeing her. I didn’t stop. I kept messing around with her. I didn’t stop. I kept trying to cum. But I can’t cum. And I kept apologising for it. I didn’t stop. So I didn’t get why I’m so obsessed by it. I said I’m just glad I met you. I said I’m sorry I’m not good enough. And she said I’m sorry. I said I’m too old for you. I said I’m sorry. I said I’m just stupid. And she said I’m sorry. I said I’m just a piece of shit. I said I’m sorry. I said I can’t make you cum. But she looked really sad. So I said I’m sorry. But then I said I’m not good enough. I said I’m sorry I’m not good enough for you. And she said stop saying I’m sorry. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t know I hurt you. And she said you hurt me a lot. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid. And she said you’re not stupid. And I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said you’re so cute. I said I’m sorry. But she said you’re not stupid. I said I didn’t mean it. And she said we’re done. I said I’m sorry. I said please don’t leave me. I said I didn’t mean it. And she said we’re done. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. And she said you hurt me a lot. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t know I hurt you. But she said I’m gone. And I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid. I said I’m sorry. I said I’m just too old. But she said you’re not stupid. And I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said you’re so cute. But she said I’m gone. And I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t know I hurt you. I said you deserve someone better. But she said you’re not stupid. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said you’re so cute. I said I’m sorry. I said please don’t leave me. I said I didn’t know I hurt you. But she said she’s gone. And I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. So I went to see my ex. I said I messed everything up. I said I’m sorry. I said I’m stupid. I said I hurt her. I said I’m sorry. And she said I’m sorry too. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid. I said I didn’t know I hurt her. I said I’m sorry. And she said I’m sorry. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid. I said I hurt the cutest girl I’ve ever seen. I said I didn’t know I hurt her. I said you’re the only girl I ever loved. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid. I said I hurt her. I said I’m sorry. And she said I’m sorry too. I said I’m sorry. I said I didn’t mean it. And I said you’re the only girl I ever loved. I said I didn’t mean it. I said I’m just stupid.