I just found out my uncle raped and killed a 13 year old girl when he was in his early 20s. I cannot believe I'm related to this monster. I don't even know how to process this.

I just found out about an hour ago. I'm dazed, confused, angry, hurt, disgusted, etc, etc. I don't even know what to think or feel. My aunt told me that she doesn't want to see me again and my uncle has been caught, tried, and is currently serving a life sentence, but not before trying to kill himself. He's been in prison for over 25 years.<br><br>I don't even know what to say. I just... I don't even know if I should feel guilty for being glad he's gone. I just... I don't know. This just hit me out of nowhere. I had no idea, and I guess I'm just confused.<br><br>The only thing I can say for sure is I am glad he's gone and will never be able to hurt anyone else ever again.<br><br>I guess I just need to vent. I guess I just need to get this out there.<br><br>What do y'all think? What should I do? I don't even know what to do.