My gf admitted that she masturbated with me while I'm asleep

Hi guys, I've never posted something like that before so I'm not really sure, how to phrase it but I will try my best to tell you what happened.<br><br>I have a gf for a little over 9 months now and she's great in every way. She's the kind of person that every time she does something and I don't find it ok she immediately says sorry and promises she won't do it again and she really means it.<br><br>The problem is that yesterday she told me that she masturbates to me when I'm asleep and that sometimes she even touches me and stuff while doing that, she also admitted that she also did that while we were still just friends. Now I understand that she didn't do anything wrong and that it's ok and that she didn't do it to hurt me but somehow I can't really get over it and I have a feeling of discomfort, I don't know how to describe it. Like somehow I, as a man, lost my pride that I was the one that was supposed to do it and not the other way around.<br><br>So I don't know what I should do, I understand that she didn't do anything wrong and that it's ok but I still find it difficult to swallow. I really love her and I want to get over this so please if you have any advice, tell me.<br><br>TLDR: My gf admitted that she masturbates while I'm asleep and that she also touched me while doing it and I don't really know how to feel about it.