Men who are dumb and stupid

I was stupid and wanted to be with the “cool” kid and got with a woman who was one of the most shit woman on earth,<br>But after I left her, a woman who are very nice came in to my life, I am much more happy and feel like I upgrade myself,<br>I really like this woman but I was very stupid with my ex, I wish I was better and did not fall for my ex, sometimes I think I am a dumbass and I am stupid and not good enough for my new girlfriend.<br><br>Sometimes I wish I will be my similar age dude who never had a girlfriend and had no sexual experience but I was stupid and fall for shitty woman,<br>I am still happy with my gf and it is been 3 years and I love her more than love myself and I want to be with her forever but the feeling of being stupid and not good enough is still there