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I'm sorry if this post is too long and contains a lot of shit nobody cares about but here is my story which will prove how evil and manipulative women are.<br><br>(First of all, English is not my first language so there will be some grammar mistakes, but that's not the main point of the post.)<br><br>When I was 16 (I'm 21 now) I had a crush on a girl, let's call her Jessica. She was in my class at school. I didn't have any friends at the time (I was really shy and no one at school liked me, mainly because I was very overweight and my appearance was really bad) so I started talking to her via facebook, because she was the only one in my class who didn't completely ignore me. We started to meet at the local park, really often. Honestly, I don't remember the details of our relationship, but one thing I remember for sure is that she never said "no" to anything I wanted to do. I proposed to her out of the blue, she said "yes" right away, we started to hang out sometimes, she never said that she didn't want to hang out, never. Even when I started to tell her some bad jokes about people at school, she agreed every time (I'm not trying to justify myself, I was a complete prick back in the days which is the reason why nobody at school liked me). All of the people at my school hated me, but not her. She was always nice to me, or at least that's what I thought.<br><br>Our relationship was going well for a year and a half. Then she wanted us to break up. When I asked why, she said that she fell in love with another guy. I was in shock, I was crying, begging her to come back to me. It didn't work. I was depressed for a while, it was hard for me to focus on school, I was even thinking about killing myself. After a few months, I saw her and that "other guy" she fell in love with at a school party. I was crying, she didn't want to talk to me, her "love" didn't want to talk to me either. I went home, got drunk, cried and I didn't sleep that night. The next day I had a very hard time focusing on school, because I was drunk since 3am and somehow I managed to do so well on my exams that I finished school with honours (honestly, if it wasn't for her I wouldn't even finish school, I was a complete loser). Ok, so she broke up with me, but then I saw her at a party and she was looking at me. I went to her and I was talking to her for a while, she seemed nice but I didn't trust her. I was right. She said that she dumped her "love" because she realized that she still loves me. I was in shock again, didn't know what to do, but I was letting her to manipulate me again. I let her, because I was a complete idiot and I was hoping that she will come back to me, but she didn't. After a week, she went back to her "love" again, and I was in the same situation I was before. I was crying, begging her, it didn't work again.<br><br>The next day I got a message from her on facebook. She said that she loves me, but she didn't know how to say "no" to people who love her. She said that she is really sorry and she hopes that I will be able to forgive her someday. I forgave her, I was an idiot, but I forgave her. We broke up officially and we were just friends for a while until she started to act weird again. She said that she loves me, but she doesn't know how to say "no" to people who love her. I dumped her, it was the best thing I could do for myself, she went back to her "love" after a year or two and now they live together.<br><br>Now for the weird part, when she told me that she dumped her "love" because she still loves me, she said that she never loved him, only me. But a few months ago her "love" posted on facebook that they have been together for 7 years. I broke up with her 6 years ago. She said that she dumped him, but it turned out that she actually didn't. Maybe she was just using me as a rebound, but why would she lie about dumping him? Why would she lie about being in love with me? Why would she even agreed to go out with me in the first place? I don't understand women at all.<br><br>I'm sorry for the long post, but I just had to write it down somewhere.<br><br>**EDIT**: I just wanted to let you know that I'm not the same person I was back then, I'm going to the gym regularly, I have friends, I'm not shy anymore and I'm actually quite charming and have really good people skills.