Why do I care about my son that I didn't know about? I am responsible for bringing him into this world, but why should I have to spend all my money on his care?

I don't even have a job, nor a future that I can see. I live in poverty. I have never questioned myself that I have to fight for him.<br>I do not think that I will be able to be a good father to him. I am not capable of taking care of myself, let alone my own child.<br><br>I am no longer sure whether I want to live or die. I have always thought about killing myself.<br>But I do not want to leave him without a father. I want us to live, but how can I do that?