I hired a male sex worker to give me my first kiss and it was the most special night of my life.

We’ve been dating for a few months. It feels like a dream. I never thought I’d find someone like him. The only thing I’m worried about is my virginity. I’m 31 and I’ve never had a single date or kiss. He used to reassure me but lately, I could tell he wasn’t. I was panicked. I knew I had to do something. I’ve always heard of fixers. I found one. They did it. They got me a guy. I told him that I wanted my first kiss to be from someone special. I knew it wasn’t him. I told him that I was saving him for someone and it wasn’t him. A month later I had kissed him. I was his first kiss. He’ll never懂know that I hired someone to give me my first kiss. <br><br>Edit: I am the woman that hired a sex worker. I think some of you are confused about that. My boyfriend doesn’t know anything about it and I don’t plan to tell him. It was my first kiss. It was the most loving and caring kiss I have ever had. Still to this day, my boyfriend holds my hand and tells me that he’s happy I waited for me. I am thankful for my fixer.